4/17/2012
Well today is Veneshas birthday which is a friend that I had in High school. The things is she totally ignored me and didn’t even say happy birthday to me on my birthday so yeah. Honestly I don’t really need friends most of the ones I have had are just stupid bullies that only care about themselves. Now I can count the number of friends I have in 1 hand and that’s good enough for me. I hate pple like her and her “boyfriend” yeah he sucks too. Pisses me off when ppl like them exists in this world. anyways aside from all that b.s I am having a great day hahaha
last 3 days
well that last 3 days have been weird havent talk to my “bf” i know he is not cheating on me but for me talking to other girls and hiding it from me is cheating. I hate the fact that we are not talking but i have to stand up for what i believe and he can not play with my feelings anymore. I have to be respected.!! thats just how a relationship should be. anyways i gotta stay strong. I love him but not “in love with him”. confusion but anyways ill be okay
